Dear J,
Worried that I am writing this to you since we live together. What does it say about us if you’re the one person I think I should BUT what we talk about is not enough? and I suppose that is the crux of the issue here. Not that I don’t talk to you as much as I’d like to, but that I don’t talk to you as much as I’d like to about important stuff. I should probably do something about that if we’re going to spend the majority of the rest of our lives together.
I don’t even know how you feel about me. I guess I just never asked you that question. Why not? Am I scared of the answer you might give? Maybe so, maybe so. But then, I probably should sit down and tell you how I feel about you. How I do love you, but how I feel we’re missing a very critical part of our relationship. Intimacy, closeness. Yeah, that.
But hey. Maybe one day, before it all gets too much, I’ll sit you down and tell you.
Lots of love
Alan
